well, its been since so long that i update an entry. i understands that its not the "in" thing nowadays. everyone's into either facebook or twitter. hmm, because its fast? i think. but somehow i still feel that we need to take a break from our busy life to actually stop & seat & think back of what we have done for the past one week. that ain't too much right? i mean, noone is going to read this stuff im typing anyway, so im taking my own sweet time to type this down. my used to be blogger friends, some does still blogs but no no tagged board huh to comment on how much i appreciate it. wasting time? erm, nopes for me. =]

i have always have this dream of writting a book about my life. my wonderful exciting life but then i wanted to change it to become a movie but then i change my mind again to make it into a drama, because yes, you know, of all the shit that happen in my life. & sometimes, i just feel like screw-ing it you know. just feel like wanting to give up everything. but i know, i know, someday i will make it on top. i just have to strive for it. just give me time yaw.

okei, i guess thats it for now, for today. am gonna continue watching Hell Kitchen Season 8. Its just gets better okei. lovelove. yes, u silly ppl, thats the reason why its Ira Ramsay, he's my idol. he make it big. people look up to him, scared of him respect. well atleast i don't need people to scared of me, atleast respect and look up to. i know i don't have a beautiful past, but i wish, im someone idol later on in the futre. wish me luck. much love.

tata. night