Well Hello. . using my hp to type down an entry at this hour. My little brother playing the comp. Thats the reason. Aku da malas la nak gaduh gaduh dgn dia pasal nak main comp nye pasal. gua tak kuase babe. lantak la.

anyway theres a reason why i wana blog at this hour. told yeah just now that im hungru right?so i decided to cook maself cupnoodle. than nenek choose to wake up that moment. she came up to me kat first living room than she told me who i was with? i was like huh? than she told me she saw me with a little girl holding my hand. i was worke up la. hey!im scared ok. i told her not to talk rubbish and yes i was angry at her. i dont know whether shes telling the truth or she just attracting attention.im angry at her but at the same time im angry at myself for being angry at her. i cried. it hurts ok. my nenek. shes my everything. always siding me,protecting me,pampering me.

senang ckp,those who know me personally wantr my grandma to be their own grandma.my nenek,shes the best. haiz. she can nvr nvr see me sad. i wisg she was the old her man. tears flowing down. nenek,ira syg nenek. I remember texting the boy the other day "shes my everything.2nd is u.i dont ever want you to both to leave me b4 i leave u."

haiz. frens, u will only realise that,as u get older life gets suckier.u just got to be farking live with it. haiz.