somehow looking back the picture of past reminds me of the happiness & the sorrows that i have gone through. be it good or bad, it still makes me a wiser person & became who i am today. i miss those days, those care-free days but now? theres no freedom for me. nak keluar singapore? fat hope la kan.

had a very short meet up with the tangkis & reny yesterday night. i don't really know whats the planned actually. end up meeting them @ CCK mrt then took the cab off to Boon Lay Place than guess what? i went back home. yes, i felt guilty cos i didn't tell the boy i was going out. second reason : i feel so out of place if boyfriend is not there right beside me, called me ngade-ngade, thats the true fact. & thirdly ntah, macam kekok ah. the initial plan was to go karaoke i think. but something came up, i don't know, they didn't really tell me. & i don't really care or bothered anyway.

reason going out yesterday night was for me to actually try to adapt being away from the boy, but hell, i can't. i miss him so much. haha. and i am so happy today is already tomorrow. get it? haha. & i can actually get ready now & go meet the boy. but, i choose to sit infront of this lappy for awhile to update my rants.

ouh yes, GST Offset Package, guess what? i have to wait for mine for another next 3 working days. power keper. the boy already finish off his money i think. LOL. nevermind, nevermind... atleast we can have some money for later use right? haha. padehal aku tak sabar sabar sei nak belik hp. what a luck. tu la, padan ngan muker aku. wakakakakang.

its only 9 plus in the morning. & im quite surprised today is actually friday. ntah la, feel very different. nowadays, time passed very slowly gytuk. u realised anot? or was it fast? haha. ntah la kan. as soon as i get myself a hp, going to find job liao. anykind of job la.. most probably, balik factory.. minah kilang pon kilang la.. asalkan income masuk suahhh.... (:

till here...

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