Listening to Achik's Spin Songs & seeing the Video's of him passing away really brings tears to ma eyes. i mean, he was the most handsome & has the nicest voice as far as i know. he has the whole package. and nothing could ever replace him not even Tomok. In my eyes, he was perfect & plus all his song, Jiwang nak Mampos. i remember during my teenage years getting crazy over him. Buying anything that has his face on. Be it CDS, Karaoke CDs, Magazines(Mangga) And his Shows, Helah la, Demi la, i remember, my partner in crime was Nana and Putri but i know no one was obsessed on him like i was... & the passing away of him really shock the hell out of me.

i know. mungkin dah basi, nak masuk sebulan dia meninggal but still, sebak giler tau.
so i dedicate this post to him.
*Al-Fatihah* Achik Spin. Abdillah Murad Md Shaari.
(1982 - 2010)



i swear i will die of boredoom soon. i thought of going back to Bedok. But when i called the boy up, he was over @ his workplace. see, how can i not love him? he works so hard for us. just me, im plain lazy. but i know, i really really need to find a job fast. any recomandations? arghhh.

the boy asked me to go home first. but i don't want to. i will be so lonely. & later paranoid sendiri okei. i hate it. anyway i prefer to be @ my own place. comfortable. but scary la right now, its raining so heavily with thunder storms but to think back, da lame sei tak hujan lebat gini, macam shiok like that the weather so cold. the only blardy thing is, i run out of cigarattes. malas nak tron belik la. dasar aku nie besarkan bontot jek. wakakakakaka.

4 more hours to go. k la. i wana clean the house & siap siap.
i wana go down first & buy cigarattes.

CHAOW!