i was totally pissed off with the boyfriend yesterday. i didn't want to top-up ma hp but he forced me to, end up he didn't entertain me simply because apit came over his place. -________________-"

memang, ikotkan ati nak cakap jek... "KAO PERGI AH KAWIN NGAN DIORANG!!!!". takut nanti kena sepak pulaks. so just shut up & do my own things. abih nak kluar, dia tak kasi. macam !@#$^* kan? really. & the way he put it nicely, "i takkan control takkan aper, u nak kluar... u blang jek ..." LAN AHH!!

me : "b, org nak kluar jap...tiong saks.."
him : "alah... nak gie aner? duk umah sudah la.."
me : "wth? boring u phm tak?"
him : "gigi u kan sakit.. duk umah rest..."

LANNNNNN~!! pandai saks. i really feel like slapping him hard on the face sometimes. jumpe nanti carik pasal, tak jumpe keep on saying .." B Sunyi saks takder u.. takder org i nak kacauu & membebel too...datang ahhh, i bayar duit cab... k?" tngk ah.. macam maner tak sayang???????????? padehal baru sampai ghim moh taoO. hahaha.

& to think back, this year im turning 21 la. see that TWENTY-ONE, 21. ouhmigawd. da tuek. i don't want. i still wana be young & carefree. bukan aper, makin tuek, makin bnyk masallah.. jadik takder maknernyer... :(

nak kena pikir ini, pikir itu, bayar nie, bayar tu.. eyk siallah... tapi yang the best thing is.. DAPAT DUIT GST... *yahoOo..* tu pon july..alah, asalkan dapat sudahh.. bersyukor.. siaper nak pergi letak dalam bank account $200 kan? hahaa.. diam lahh..

tngk everywhere, either people getting tunang or married eyk, me? still under probation. like how by put it, "b u still under KIV(Keep In View). dgn Mak u da pass, dgn brother-brother da pass, dgn adik i u da pass, skrg dgn kakak i plaks..." Tanak Okei! aku tak rela, kakak dia da macam harimau lapar. sia-sia jek aku kena NGA. nanaks ah. buat per nak ikot ikot org tak btol? biarlah, lagypon kiter baru jek, skrg kadang-kadang prangai each other takley tahan, what makes we think we can live together for the next 50 years? fuyoOooOoohhhh... Lamer tuuuu~*

k la perot pion da lapar. nak masak bubor la nie. :(
ari ari makan bubor. aku nak makan KFC la... :(