so many many things have changed. & i don't deny that i changed too. i think for myself first right now. but sometimes, i hate it. i don't like to be that way but at times, i just have to. dey say, "tlg tkmo pentingkan diri kau ajek.." & when i reply, smua tak trimer, "Kalao aku tak pentingkan diri aku? Siaper nak pentingkan diri aku? krg? HAA!" i have enough of ppl stepping on my head. this time round, its my turn to lead the game. (:

anyway, after i really cut my taggink, all i do is shop shop shop. boyfriend nearly dropped okei. haha. funny la he, biler time malam jek kan, grumpy-cranky bastard. haha. he will followed me everywhere, imagine this eyk, from bedok to tampines, to amk, to wdls, den yishun den off too bedok back. haha. okei, okei, siaper tak mengamok kan? haha.. but thanks to him la, i got everything that i want already. (:

don't wish to continue working @ my cuzzin's place. menyakitkan ati. anyway to think back, it ain't worth it.. 12 hours of work only 50 bucks per day. phathetic kan? i think i going back to pizzahut. haha. like what bf say, "chey, patah balik nampak.." haha. & i will slap him hard. BLUEKS!

k irritating i know everything is me & boyfriend, me & boyfriend.. haha.. what to do kan? IN LOVE MAhhHhhhH~*